loveisaviolence:

halsey sentence meme. 
from hopeless fountain kingdom.
part one.              (   part two.   )

the prologue. 

• civil blood makes civil hands unclean.
  
• i am a child of a money hungry, prideful country.
  
• hands so bloody, it tastes like honey. 
• i’m finding it hard to leave.

100 letters.

• how can midas put his hands on me again?
• he said ‘ one day I’d realize why I don’t have any friends. ’
  
• i find myself alone at night, unless i’m having sex.
• but i don’t let him touch me anymore.
• i’m not something to butter up and taste when you get bored.
  
• i have spent too many nights on dirty bathroom floors to find some peace and quiet right behind a wooden door.
  
• he said,  ‘ please don’t go away. ’
• i said,  ‘ it’s too late. ’
• i can’t stop thinking that i can’t stop thinking that i almost gave you everything.
  
• and now the whole thing’s finished and i can’t stop wishing that i never gave you anything.
  
• you wrote one hundred letters just for me.
  
• i’m constantly reminded of the time i was nineteen.

eyes closed.

• i know where to lay.
• i know what to say.
• it’s all the same.
• i know how to play.
• i know this game; it’s all the same.
• now if i keep my eyes closed, he looks just like you.
• he’ll never stay; they never do.
• now if i keep my eyes closed, he feels just like you.
• you’ve been replaced.
• i’m face to face with someone new.
• would’ve gave it all for you, cared for you.
• tell me where i went wrong. 
• would’ve trade it all for you, there for you. 
• so tell me how to move on.
• my lover, my liar.
• they don’t realize i’m thinking about you.
• it’s nothing new, it’s nothing new.

heaven in hiding.

• can you hear my heartbeat fucking kickin’?
• your eyes light up ‘cause you best believe that i got something on my sleeve.
  
• i walk my talk, no time for wishful thinking.
• i push up on my toes, you call me ‘ sweet thing. ’
• you thought you were the boss tonight.
• i can put up one good fight.
• i flip the script like i can take a beating.
• you surrender to the touch.
• i can put on a show. 
• don’t you see what you’re finding?
• this is heaven in hiding.
• when you start to look at me, a physical fatality.
• you surrender to the heat.
• you’ll know.
• i don’t have no time for conversation.
• this ain’t what you usually do.
• a girl like me is new for you.
• i can tell you mean it ‘cause you’re shaking.
• i’m heaven in hiding.

alone.

• he tried to phone me, but i never have time.
• he said that i never listen, but i don’t even try.
• i got a new place in cali, but i’m gone every night.
• i fill it with strangers so they keep ‘em alive.
• she said she told you she knows me, but the face isn’t right.
  
• she asked if i recognized her, and i told her i might.
• everywhere i go, i got a million different people tryna’ kick it.
  
• i’m still alone in my mind.
• i know you’re dying to meet me.
• as soon as you meet me, you’ll wish that you never did.
• i stayed a night out in paris where they don’t know my name.
• i got into some trouble with that drink in my veins.
• i got a problem with parties ‘cause it’s loud in my brain.
• i can never say sorry ‘cause i won’t take the blame.
• i know i always go missing, and you’re lying awake.
• if you ask why i’m distant, oh i’m running away.
• i know you wanna slip under my armor. 

now or never. 

• i don’t wanna fight right now.
• you always right.
• now i know i need you ‘round with me.
• nobody waiting ’round with me.
• got a whole lot of love, but you don’t wanna spread it ‘round with me.
• never pick up, never call me.
• you know we’re running out of time.
• never pick up when you want me.
• now i’ve gotta draw a line.
• i need to know you’re mine.
• i’ve done enough talking.
• we done enough talking.
• baby, gonna love me now or never.
• i want you to hold me down forever.
• you know i wanna keep you around forever.
• i want you to love me now or never.
• i’m turning off the light right now.
• i’m calling it a night right now.
• we’ve been through it all.
• i need you to make your mind up. 
• don’t take no more time up. 
• you gotta decide something.

sorry.

• i’ve missed your calls for months it seems.
• don’t realize how mean i can be.
• i can sometimes treat the people i love like jewelry.
• i can change my mind each day.
• i didn’t mean to try you on.
• i still know your birthday, and your mother’s favorite song.
• i’m sorry to my unknown lover.
• sorry that i can’t believe anybody ever starts to fall in love with me.
• sorry i could be so blind.
• didn’t mean to leave you, and all the things we had behind.
• i run away when things are good.
• so it seems i broke your heart.
• my ignorance has struck again.
• i failed to see it from the start and tore you open ‘til the end.
• someone will love you.
• someone will love you, but someone isn’t me.

good mourning.

• they told me once, ‘ there’s a place where love conquers all. ’
• i haven’t found it yet, but i’m still searching.
• all i know is a hopeless place that flows with the blood of my kin.
  
• perhaps hopeless isn’t a place, nothing but a state of mind.
• they told me once, ’ don’t trust the moon, she’s always changing. ’
  
• the shores bend and break for her.
• she begs to be loved.
• nothing is here as it seems.
• sun is coming up.