_{fingers curl into dark strands, carefully tangling themselves in before he yanks, pulls. the pain is there, its real, but its nothing at all overpowering of the jealousy he refuses to show. its a hiss at the back of his mind, louder, louder, LOUDER. its never good, never has been never will be. jealousy only ruins things, dirties them, breaks things. hes okay with breaking something today though, grabbing his phone and throwing it across the room. he had responded jokingly to their chat, that was normal for him, no one had to know he was this upset, that he would resort to AKITOS measures after the fact.}

                                    _{it doesn’t take long before he swings a fist at a wall.} 

_{this pain was more REAL it was more overpowering. perhaps this would work, perhaps breaking himself was the key to getting over this disgusting emotion. true, love came from akitos conception and birth, but with love came other emotions he’d rather be rid of than face personally. jealousy was one of them. his phone is in PIECES on the floor, a fact he’d bother with later. someone would need him, and he’d have to replace the damn thing by weeks end as well. but not before he hits his fist off the wall. again. again. again. and AGAIN. the pain settles in, its harsher than jealousy, has reason and purpose. this was more acceptable.} 

_{he knows either no one would care. or people would panic. it was rare, very rare that shigure took to such harmful measures to anything such as this. but it had to be done, jealousy disgusts him and he had to make it disappear.}

_{no one is allowed in today. locking himself in his room for a week or something. good fecking luck assholes.}

_{you telling me to go away only makes me want to check on you more}

_{don’t worry about me. you have akito to worry about anyways – he would say if he didn’t destroy his cellphone.}

_{hatori’s already coming to get him.}

_{no let him fucken – be a bitter petty jerk.}

_{he broke his phone AND his knuckles this morning. minor setbacks.}

fatedgod:

^{❛   When  aren’t  you  a  failure  Shigure  ???  I  mean  look  at  your  life  ,  you’re  basically  nothing  but  dirt  .   ❜ A grin was surely seen through the toxic words of Akito. Surely, they were trying to get under their skin…I mean  {  they  were  in   a  vile  mood  themselves  }  && dealing with this MANIPULATIVE MAN...was going to take so much out of them if they don’t fight back straight away.} 

^{❛  EIGHT  YEARS  OLDER  &&  all  you  have  is  your  dirty  novels  &&  fairytales  … .  Look  at  me  ,  I  have  a  whole  family  to  care  for  .    ❜ Soon they took their jacket off && just threw onto the floor, loosening their tie, they sat down on the wooden floor. ❛  Does  that  upset  you  ?  To  know  I  was  more  sucessful  than  you  since  I  was  ten  years  old….No  ,  when  I   was  born … I  mean  you’re  the  dog  ,  you  came  second  to  last  in  the  race …  YOU  SHOULD  BE  PRETTY  LUCKY  ,  that  I  even  give  you  a  second  glance  .  ❜} 

^@fateddog

_{the second his GOD enters her quarters and notices him there she begins to spout her regular insults. it didn’t matter who was there with them usually ( hatori, kureno, yuki ) she always found time to insult him, to push him away, to force his hand. hes not here to work her with his words or actions today ( at least not to the obvious eye ), he was simply there to talk to hatori and visit her after. it was to his advantage that she was out until after he was done, giving him time to sit in her room and wait.}

_{‘    — i have no serious comments on the matter. i worked to get my books and my stories, you had the family thrust upon you, didn’t you ??    ‘        shoulder blades press against the wall where he stands, a gentle sigh slipping past his lips at her comment about taking second last. the roots of story gave reasons as to why the dog came second last, but even then it made no difference to akito, the god set in her ways since the beginning.        ‘    i still placed though, so i’m still here.    ‘}

_{‘    i suppose you’re right. all i do is cause trouble. i can leave then.    ‘        standing himself up he straightens out his yukata before smiling at the god. he’d be back later of course but, for now if she was going to insult him then perhaps her mood was more foul than he thought.}

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& [ R ] FATEDGOD. & [ V ] MAIN. & [ O ] ANS. & akito has no chill & fatedgod

 

fatedgod-blog:

Watches him like a damn hawk.

_{a gentle hum is on his lips, he’s got himself sat down in one of the yards corners in the main house. book settled on his lap, a brow cocks up towards the god.        ‘    — you know you can come closer. i’m behaving right now after all. or are you angry i didn’t go to see you first, hmm ??    ‘}

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& [ R ] FATEDGOD. & [ V ] MAIN. & [ O ] ANS. & akito plz & fatedgod

 

Anonymous:

Would you ever sleep with your editor?

_{‘    – mi-chan would try to commit suicide on the thought !! not to mention a certain someone THOUGHT i did and got very upset with me.    ‘        theres a soft chuckle as he thinks about it, akito had been so ANGRY at the idea…}

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& [ R ] ANONYMOUS. & [ V ] MAIN. & [ O ] ANS. & Anonymous

 

fatededitor-blog:

"SHIGURE, YOUR FIRST DRAFT IS DUE NEXT WEEK. PLEASE TELL ME IT'S FINISHED."

_{‘    i uh — there are no promises, mi-chan.     ‘         theres a sheepish smile on the dogs face, leaning back relaxed on his chair as he listens to her on the phone, he had promised hatori he would pick up the next time she called and of course she’s crying and hoping he’s FINISHED. ( of course he isn’t !! )}

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& [ R ] FATEDEDITOR. & [ V ] MAIN. & [ O ] ANS. & u poor soul & fatededitor